Tears

Leave me, Tears
I don’t want you now.
Go. Be gone
I do not want you around.

Alone now I need to be
What is in me that brings
You here?
Is it insanity that keeps calling
And treading upon my feelings
I fear?
I want you gone now, Tears.

Or is it despair
That keeps saying
‘ you belong nowhere’
and makes me forever
at Sally’s screen
stare.
Get out, tears.
You are stealing my air.

Now, I cannot speak, sing or cry
Because people will ask for the reason why..
The reason is something I need to hide.

Come back later late at night
And to me you can do whatever you like.
I shall not stop you, Tears.
Anytime but now
Is alright.