What Have i Done

Last Night played a trick on on me.

Under my eye lid,
the black world
turned itself into a play
called Memory.

the photo
the glasses
your face
YOU

Eyes opened,
I grabbed Viola
the words in my head
were now OUT.

Fingers moved,
There
'New'
right.

Finger pressed
what?
SENT.
Yes. sent.

Viola moved.
'New Calling'
My heart was beating
fast..Fast.

Words LOST.
Red..Red.
Typing
"It's nothing..."
Type. Type. Type.

'New Calling'
Green..maybe?
a Mistake, it was.
Red. Now!

I didn't want to talk.
I can't. I CAN'T
No words for him
No. Not one.

Texted. Done.
Sent. Okay.
No. Not Okay.
What have i done?

The Moon Does Not Smile Tonight but I Do


the Moon does not smile tonight
But i do.
One two Three
The stars are blinking at me.
I keep counting
thinking how they
are amazing
one more two more three more
above my roof
i have never seen stars this many before.
็I do not see where the moon is
but it does not matter
for a night like this
where things are just right
when the sky is nowhere white
but deep dark and black
yet charm it does not lack
O I love tonight and its
wonderful elements
I still think about
what i did and where i went
loving people around
by this magic of the night
we are bound.
Spontaneity rules our souls
again that we temporarily
ignore tomorrows.
This night I wont forget
neither every soul that
I met.
Our two papers, None of us has started
Going out tonight, None of us does regret it.
The Moon is not smiling tonight
But I am
My papers are blank and
Can you believe it..
I don't give a damn