yes. I drove them away,
not even him could stay.
I gotta say I'm sorry.
So fast they went.
didn't bother me much
oh yes, I pretend.
Actually really it does.
I wish he'd tried harder
guess am not worth it.
I wish i'd been stronger,
and hadnt been so stupid.
he turned back but I did it again
chasing him away
if he leaves this time,
see him, i dont know when.
guess i deserve this
being alone and isolated
noone has to suffer the bitterness
and something of the like, I created.
my hands are tired
from shoveling the lovely stones away.
sitting here, eyes empty,
the mind has gone astray.
I wish there were no Today.
