an angry thing...
spiteful, self beating.
shut.
my limbs
heavy, my mind,
wild.
piercing words
arrowing, spelling
an unfeeling
cry.
you tasted my dream
weaving it to reality
while i sit here reading
Scrutiny,
deadened.
Strawberry Smoothies
I am drinking Strawberry Smoothies
This time all by myself
A Solo trip to Memory
Yes. Me and no one else.
Something tickling my left cheek
Your strong but tender thumb
My body didn't go weak
Nor did it go numb.
Yet I think it was adorable.
I drink some more Strawberry Smoothies
and so did you that day.
You always order strawberries and kiwi
'It's healthy' I think you'd say.
Cliches..Yes!
I still think it was adorable.
I drink the last bit of My Strawberry Smoothies,
thinking of you and Australia
feeling far from empty.
I can't wait for you to be here.
So I can savor My Strawberry,
and You, Your Kiwi.
Isn't this adorable?
This time all by myself
A Solo trip to Memory
Yes. Me and no one else.
Something tickling my left cheek
Your strong but tender thumb
My body didn't go weak
Nor did it go numb.
Yet I think it was adorable.
I drink some more Strawberry Smoothies
and so did you that day.
You always order strawberries and kiwi
'It's healthy' I think you'd say.
Cliches..Yes!
I still think it was adorable.
I drink the last bit of My Strawberry Smoothies,
thinking of you and Australia
feeling far from empty.
I can't wait for you to be here.
So I can savor My Strawberry,
and You, Your Kiwi.
Isn't this adorable?
I Am Not A Lady Of Images
I am not a lady of images
nor am i a poetess.
tho like them, myself is meant to write
But not in the same way those great ladies might
For i am a woman of my time
long not echo the tunes they used to chime.
My words are i. myself. me.
not shaded. not clouded. either not
exactly what you see.
I am a lady of colored exclamation.
Myself am of great profusion.
I am out here so the world could see
Fear i not being called a loony
I shall never change the way I write
For you may not like it, but others might!
nor am i a poetess.
tho like them, myself is meant to write
But not in the same way those great ladies might
For i am a woman of my time
long not echo the tunes they used to chime.
My words are i. myself. me.
not shaded. not clouded. either not
exactly what you see.
I am a lady of colored exclamation.
Myself am of great profusion.
I am out here so the world could see
Fear i not being called a loony
I shall never change the way I write
For you may not like it, but others might!
I Should Stay Away From Me
it's all a lie. it's all your game
think its not on you who I to blame
I dont know what to say or feel
what he said was so true and too real
I am now scared of myself
scared to talk or share this to anybody else.
it is now 3 minutes past my birthday
what i am doing is crying it away
I got lots friends and yet none
needed them. they never there
there's nothing they could have done.
I am just too much of me
thinking thinking thinking
i need it stop already!
Feelings are too easily crushed
what can it do, this thing called trust?
Can I believe all things told by you
and at the same time everything he says too?
Was i born yesterday?
falling into pool of words everybody says.
I need to break this cycle
crying every night should not be possible.
I still want the bright soul to stay in
wish i knew how to begin.
I am too closed to sadness and this
relationship should soon
end.
think its not on you who I to blame
I dont know what to say or feel
what he said was so true and too real
I am now scared of myself
scared to talk or share this to anybody else.
it is now 3 minutes past my birthday
what i am doing is crying it away
I got lots friends and yet none
needed them. they never there
there's nothing they could have done.
I am just too much of me
thinking thinking thinking
i need it stop already!
Feelings are too easily crushed
what can it do, this thing called trust?
Can I believe all things told by you
and at the same time everything he says too?
Was i born yesterday?
falling into pool of words everybody says.
I need to break this cycle
crying every night should not be possible.
I still want the bright soul to stay in
wish i knew how to begin.
I am too closed to sadness and this
relationship should soon
end.
A Tiger Longing to be Tamed.
There is a something inside my head.
It banged and rocked my inner state.
Untamed, savage spirited bound
always too wild always too loud.
A furious tiger locked up in my head.
each day is fed nothing but rage.
The poor sad animal itself, hate.
can't feel a soul in its body,
prancing in this box so tiny.
anything it is, but steady.
It does not long to be free
but controlled.
It wants the heart to feel the soul
to be tamed...
to be loved, to be the whole.
The hunter who does not fear
what he beholds.
Sad. Never met such a hunter
Only those who love hunting
who leave once the game's over.
Nobody dares to tame me.
I'm too wild. too chaotic. too crazy.
The tiger should forever be locked
inside me.
It banged and rocked my inner state.
Untamed, savage spirited bound
always too wild always too loud.
A furious tiger locked up in my head.
each day is fed nothing but rage.
The poor sad animal itself, hate.
can't feel a soul in its body,
prancing in this box so tiny.
anything it is, but steady.
It does not long to be free
but controlled.
It wants the heart to feel the soul
to be tamed...
to be loved, to be the whole.
The hunter who does not fear
what he beholds.
Sad. Never met such a hunter
Only those who love hunting
who leave once the game's over.
Nobody dares to tame me.
I'm too wild. too chaotic. too crazy.
The tiger should forever be locked
inside me.
An Argument
Dear Heart,
we should quit him tonight.
leave it all behind
when stars are brightest bright.
This is not where we should be
lets go, come come, Heart, I plea.
He had you..
don't let he have me.
I love him as much as you do
but I can't let him do what he's about to.
I can't risk his charm and all
with this bottomless pit we both may fall.
If you choose to stay, I can't really go.
i'll stick with you
tho what to do, I not know.
We'll figure everything out..
i guess...tomorrow..
Oh Dear You Missed Me
Oh dear you missed me today
Yes yes you did miss my
sparkling eyes.
I am beautiful for you tonight
inside and out
we could have been on cloud nine.
You and your world are way too close
by work you are abide.
Would you know this moment I miss you most
and for the first time I want you all mine.
Oh dear you really missed me this night
This night when my eyes are more than bright
Everything doesn't really mean anything
for you can't be found on my side.
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